things I forgot i knew

Everyone has bad days but that does not seem to make them any easier. Knowing that the next day could get better does not make a lousy day feel better. However, having several lousy days in a row does make a day that might have previously been categorized as mediocre feel like winning the lottery. I can only imagine how tomorrow will feel when I actually win the lottery. And by lottery I mean finally get a paycheck which brings me above the poverty line for the first time in, well, ever.